I’ve never felt so alone in my life.
I had to block you, I had to stop the cycle, but all I want is you. I just want you to hold me, I just want to feel you and smell you and kiss you. I am so lost. I don’t want to be here without you. All I see is you, everywhere I go.
But you wouldn’t change. You wouldn’t stop hurting me. You refused. And everything was out of my control. No matter what I did or how hard I tried.
I’m losing hope. I’m losing everything. Please change your mind. Please open your eyes. Please realize what you’re doing. I need you. And you need me more.
pros to dating me:
- i’ll actually respond to ur text
- u can literally kiss me whenever u want (esp random neck kisses like yes please)
- we can hold hands
- butt touches
- cuddles? ? ? yes good
- i’ll play with your hair or vise versa
- u don’t have to worry about me liking other people bc i’m annoyed by almost everyone
(Source: radgoku, via excusemejesus)
Holding her hand in public, is just another way of saying you’re proud to have her.
Don’t kiss me during the fireworks. Kiss me after and give everyone else something to look at once chaos has passed. Don’t kiss me when you don’t know what else to say, kiss me when that’s all that needs to be said. Don’t kiss me at all the right times, kiss me mid sentence because my lips were moving, and you were jealous of the air because they weren’t moving on yours. Don’t read up on old fairy tales I don’t want a fairy tale. I want real and in the moment. So kiss me when you’re up in flames and about to burst. Kiss me when the tears are doing all the work. Kiss me hard and kiss me good.
Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. Fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love.
It’s still you.
It’s still you.